[CN: Brief mentions of abuse, victim-blaming]
Just a personal update this time.
Soooo, recent sad news aside, things have continued to not go great for me in the past few months since I last posted. I won’t be posting anything about the situation other than to say, I’ve been dealing with a lot of Entitled Expectations, demands for my time and emotional labor, victim-blaming and other forms of denigration/invalidation from certain people in my life. I’ve had enough of that and I am now taking, at the very least, an extended break from dealing with those people.
I’m sure now they will see me as The Bad One Who Left, but at this point, whatever. They have not only refused to respect my boundaries, but gone for shattering blows. It’s all I can do to protect myself.
ANYWAY, the point is, I’m… back? Ish? I have a HUGE backlog of stuff to work through, but I finally feel like I can really get started on it. A lot of it is not related to blogging, though, just like… taking care of life, going to doctors, that kind of thing. I have quite a few posts that I want to get done, but they still need to take a back seat to that, much as I’d like them to not.
I really feel like I get very few opportunities to really be productive. Normally, I am very very very slow to get around to doing stuff, but occasionally, just every so often, I’ll get a period where I can do TONS OF THINGS in a short period of time. Basically, Trick Room needs to be up in order for me to be effective. And it only lasts for five turns, and sometimes not even that because the twisted dimensions can be countered and removed. So while it’s up, I need to GO GO GO in order to not waste those turns.
That’s where I’m at right now, I think. Who knows how long it’ll stay like that. Who knows how many of you even know what I’m talking about. But uh, yeah we’ll see.
In other news, I joined that Imzy thing that everyone is doing these days. My assessment so far is: it’s better than tumblr. High praise, I know. I’m still deciding what to do with it though. I’ll probably make a really informal personal blog space, but I’m undecided on what to call it, and since it can’t be changed later…